Walking On Clouds

July 4, 2008 | Category: Love & Relationships

As I expected, my vacation trip with him will be postponed to a later date (about a week later he says). He’s been assigned to go somewhere during that time and can only leave once he’s done with it. Well, at least his boss is aware of his intention to go on a long break.

It’s beginning to get to me about this whole scenario; in a good way of course and in other ways that I never would have imagined. Every single time I get his email, my heart goes thump-thump, thump-thump and it gets so loud I swear everyone else can hear it.

Friends are convinced I’m ‘in love’, I’m not. Oh I don’t know. All I know is that he’s eager, I’m eager and all this waiting around is becoming…well, harder. I want to make it easier for the both of us but circumstance don’t quite allow it. I really don’t think I’m allowed to explain why at this point as much as I want to. I’m sure anyone in a long distance situation would understand my predicament.

So far, I think I’m doing pretty well (aside from the anxiety scare awhile back) and been going with the flow. I’m quite pleased with myself to say the least. I must admit that I have been walking on clouds a lot more than before with an occasional check on the ground. It’s a good thing that I have friends who tries to keep me occupied hence me thinking less about him.

I wonder how I’m going to get through another month and a little bit more before I see him again. Oh, and I’ve been getting more butterflies in my stomach since the last time. I constantly have to remind myself that it’s a good and NOT a bad sign.

Butterflies are pretty, butterflies are good. :)

Though,

I miss him. Heaps. :(

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