Dating Babbles

February 21, 2006 | Category: Love & Relationships

“So Dee, do you have a boyfriend yet? Or are you already married?”

Those were the exact words of my ex-bf’s cousin to me over the phone this morning. All I did was cringe and said, “Yeah, I wish.”

“If you didn’t leave my cousin you both could have been married by now.”

“Huh!? He left me!”

“Oh.”

She went completely speechless after that and jumped right into another ex-bf I once told her about.

You see, I still ’somewhat’ keep in touch with my ex-bf’s cousin just because we get along so well. She likes me alot (I’m not kidding) because I remind her of herself. She’s the most hyper late 30s woman I have ever met. She talks like a train going 500km an hour. But I love her to bits.

Now you see why I can’t seem to get this dating issue out of my life? I’m constantly being bombarded with it. It’s the FUCKING pressure! Everywhere I go, the first thing friends, acquaintances, strangers and basically ‘humanoids’ ask me is whether I’m married or seeing someone exclusively. I once had the ‘I-don’t-care-if-I-don’t-have-a-boyfriend’ attitude, and it lasted a year?

Sure I love to go out on date, only if there were any ‘nice’ single available bachelors around who doesn’t mind going out with this somewhat bubbly plus-size very-single girl. I don’t remember if I’ve ever mention this but KK guys SUCK! They can be as shallow as you want them to be. You can’t even find a decent guy without them staring right at your cleavage, especially if you had humongous boobies. Like what the fuck? Either way, its a lose-lose situation but I do not want to give up. I know there’s a minority of really tad-ugly-nice guys around here hiding somewhere.

Looking for a tad-ugly-nice guy is one thing or rather being an odd lad like me. It’s fine with me just as long as he doesn’t think lurking behind coconut trees snapping photos of me while I’m changing is considered a hobby. Now that would just give me goosebumps.

People tell me that I’m fussy when it comes to men, hence why I’ve not been on a date since like forever (so not). But no one really knows if I did go out on dates, simply because they were never in my life to know about it in the first place. So fuck off okay. You’re not here to run my life or to know if I do go on dates.

Considering that my career is about to kick off, I’d so much so love to have my dating side of life to kick off too. However, I’m not going to put too much expectations on it looking back at the many failed ones I’ve been through. I’m probably just going to go with the flow and see where this dating scene leads me, if I ever do get a date. Now do I sound less negative? Not quite. I say I’d try but doesn’t mean I’d do it. Bleh.

Now will you please excuse me, I need to go see who’s been checking me out from the opposite side of the room.

2 Comments

  1. JoMel
    on February 21st, 2006
    1

    Perhaps, your destiny lies here, in KL? Perhaps, KL guys does not suck as much as KK guys? Perhaps…

    admin: *sings* Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. You’re not the first person who’s said this to me. I don’t know. Only time would tell. :)

  2. Jasmine
    on February 22nd, 2006
    2

    Yes.. yes.. come to KL? Perhaps me brother can date u? I am not kidding.. Please ignore me if I sound rude to you but I am sincere.

    admin: Whoa.. and your brother would be your elder or younger, considering that you just turned 28. :)

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