January 24, 2006 | Category: Reflections & Musings
To think that I just attended a ‘Positive Thinking’ class just days ago and here I am all negative and what not. Since Zaim happily provided me with this link, I thought I just might as well use today to vent whatever anger or frustrations that’s been building up for a couple of weeks now. Now isn’t that a thought?
I hate the fact that we don’t always get what we want. But what I do know that if we try a little harder we may get what we need.
I hate the fact that everyone around me has someone that can hug and give kisses to. Here I am feeling so exasperated. Each time I go out, I feel like a fucking lampost.
I hate the fact that I let petty little issues get to me whilst leaving me with plenty of sleepless nights and dark circles around my eyes.
I hate the fact that I can never ever say what I feel especially to you, because if I do, I’d just hurt myself more and more.
I hate the fact that I have to use a mask for every single day of my breathing life just because you think that I am a jovial person. So not true.
I hate the fact that I have to make everyone think that I have this happy happy joy joy all nice sugar and spice life.
I hate the fact that whatever is said about today is so fucking true and to imagine that I am the only one who’s actually believing this crap.
I hate the fact that I know I had let go something that may have been something. I can be so such a fucking doofus most of the time.
I hate the fact that someone people treat me like I’m a piece of machine with no feelings whatsoever. Well, fuck you.
I hate the fact that everyday people are going to constantly rain on my parade just because I am in this state of neverending shit.
I hate the fact I am actually living in this shithole knowing well that more shit is just going to pile up.
I hate the fact that I have to face fucking dumbass people whom doesn’t get every single sarcasm that comes their way.
I hate the fact that lousy fucktard drivers can’t even tell that the right lane is actually for overtaking.
I hate the fact that some lame-ass impatient prick just cannot be patient while waiting in line.
I hate the fact that some people are just so fucking greedy when it comes to buffet.
I hate the fact that some inconsiderate limpdick (this applies to all) thinks (s)he owns a 4-wheel means (s)he owns the road.
I hate the fact that one bitch decides to invite herself to some party she wasn’t invited to in the first place.
I hate the fact that I have to face you every day and watch everyone else’s happy life go by when my life is just one big fucking ho’.
In the end of it all, today is just one fucking depressing day.
JoMel
on January 24th, 2006You know I’d give you a big bear hug if you are here right now! For now, let’s settle for a virtual one *HUGS*. It will soon past, whatever shit it is. *HUGS* again.