How Shittier Can This Shitty Day Be?

January 24, 2006 | Category: Reflections & Musings

Yesterday’s post was I think the lamest post I have ever done in the entire history of me blogging. However, everything that was said and express were not only facts but it was God’s honest truth. I still think CB’s mother is a bitch. Nothing is going to change my mind about what I think of her. I am a bitch too therefore we’re meant for each other.

Saying said that, I have been thinking about certain shitty things again lately and it has gone to a point that I cannot think anymore. Aside from the shitty personal issues that I’ve been trying to overcome, there are other issues surrounding me that has began to creep in. There are times when I am so confused about it, I feel so dumb having not being able to see it crystal clearly. Shitty issues as such has caused me to loss sleep and I’m beginning to see the side effects of it.

I wonder why I let shitty petty things get to me so easily when I could have just shrug it off. This could be a good thing or it could be a bad thing. I really really don’t know. I refuse to disgruntle over something that I know can easily be overcome. I hate the fact that it will always haunt me like the ghost of Christmas past.

New Year is just days away and I hope and pray the Dog year will at least have some mercy on me. I honestly do not know how long I can hang on to this thinning thread anymore.

Could this be another classic case of melancholia? Shit I hope not.

Could this be another case of a breakdown or a cry for help? Shit I won’t let it.

Life has been good. Life has it’s bad days. Life has given me lots of shitty days. This is certainly one of them because I feel quite shitty to begin with.

One Comments

  1. Zaim Bakar
    on January 24th, 2006
    1

    Hi there. I’ve just read this article: ‘I don’t like Monday 24 January’. A “part-time tutor” in England came up with a formula showing that 24 January is the most depressing day of the year. Read that and stumbled upon your post, just thought it’s quite a coincidence :)

    Oh my, that is a coincidence. Though today isn’t exactly Monday the 24th but close. But the article is almost right, as you can see how shitty I am today. Bleh.

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