Mindless Babbles

September 28, 2005 | Category: Reflections & Musings

Good Lord, my boss just saw me in my ‘omg, I just cried’ look. Fortunately, she assumed I was having flu. phew! Well, I’m not. I’m on emo mode again. sigh. I want to have a great out of this world, sweaty andd mind blowing hardcore sex. Any takers?

Honestly, I want to avoid lovey dovey couples like a plague. I loath them. sigh. Is there a place in this whole wide world where there’s just single people? Or purely homosexual for that matter? Even better, a desserted island or a country with just women and no men? Alright, I’m being extremely ridiculous.

I know this psychobabbling is going absolutely no where. I have great itch on my ass, my legs are shaking endlessly, I’m dying for a cigarette, I have butterflies in my stomach for no apparent reason, anticipation I’m assuming from what I have no idea.

I think all the early mornings is getting to me. I’m hyper active all the time, as if I’m high on sugar. I wish I was but I’m not. I am not on prozac either for sure, because the side effects will be completely the opposite. My only medicine now are my beloved ciggies…life savers but it will kill me sooner or later. Now isn’t that just comforting? Instead of committing suicide by overdosing myself on alcohol and mixtures of different pills, I’m already doing it by smoking. It’s just taking a slightly longer process.

I’m convinced I’d be feeling lumps on my breast very soon. I check my breasts everyday you know, for lumps. I know I’m asking for it, it’s a death request. tee hee. Ok, I’m well aware that I’m not suppose to be thinking of it, and I’m not. It just so happen that it’s related to the topic I’m at now.

Ok, I know I’m not suppose to crave or demand for some attention but I’m afraid I am. Zilch, zero, null, μηδέν, ゼロ, нул, cero comment is making me very very edgy. Some words of encouragement would be much appreciated thanks. Lord, I so sound cliched. I am a cliche aren’t I? You bored of me yet?

You’re not going to comment are you? sigh…then don’t. If you’re not going to leave a comment, don’t bloody damn read my blog. sigh. There I go again. No please, leave a comment. Am I suppose to beg for it? No, I don’t want to get for it.

8 Comments

  1. Wuching
    on September 28th, 2005
    1

    i hear u, everything’s gonna b alright..

  2. Jeremy C
    on September 28th, 2005
    2

    Now now…get a hold of yourself…remember to take deep breaths and calm down,life’s not all that bad…at least it can’t be as bad as mine today, i nearly had a heart attack after being pissed off by some…okay, my turn to control myself…

  3. totoro
    on September 28th, 2005
    3

    “Any takers?” - Me, me.

    Hey hang in there!

  4. xman
    on September 28th, 2005
    4

    try cornflakes every morning :)

  5. 9
    on September 28th, 2005
    5

    roll with the punches, dee. roll with the punches..

  6. frostier
    on September 28th, 2005
    6

    You’re not going to comment are you? sigh…then don’t. If you’re not going to leave a comment, don’t bloody damn read my blog. sigh. There I go again. No please, leave a comment. Am I suppose to beg for it? No, I don’t want to get for it.

    * i was going to do that. :p
    rofl. life has been treating u good except giving u mind-blowing sex. Appearantly, that door of yours haven’t opened yet. Stay steady. :)*

  7. devil...ohmy!devil...
    on September 28th, 2005
    7

    hardcore sex?
    heck! ur hard to the core……

  8. Dee
    on September 28th, 2005
    8

    whoa…just because I said I wanna out of this world, mind blowing & sweaty hardcore sex..all the guys pulak comment. tsk tsk tsk…LOL

    Wuching: Aww…thank you!

    Jeremy: Cool down, cool down ;)

    totoro: wah..ONS want?

    xman: I miss cornflakes :(

    9: punch who oh?

    frostier: my doors are open…:P

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