Eclectic Dreams

September 28, 2005 | Category: Reflections & Musings

It has been awhile since I last blogged about my escapades and bed-wetting phonesex stories. No, I’ve not run out of them, it just decided to take on a pretty long hiatus. As you all know, I’ve been extremely emo lately. Yeah, and I mean EXTREMELY EMO. I hate to admit it but it’s really not good for health and my brain waves.

Emotionally well, I’m hanging by a thread but I am hanging in there. Mentally it’s been eating up my brain cells like maggots having a merry time on cheese. I’ve been such an egocentric bitch, I’m sure half you might hate me now.

One thing I’ve learnt is that I will never go back to my oldself. Someone said, what’s past is past, you can never turn back and be that way again. Hell yeah, so I’m moving on, to the new me. Who is the new me? I’m still figuring that out right now. I may never know, all I know is that I’m moving one step at a time…who knows maybe ten steps at a time, if I feel like it.

I’ve always wanted to do so many things, all those little dreams. I once promised myself I would want to achieve those little dreams, I will. I know it’s no use saying it and not moving an inch of my ass of this chair will I ever achieve it, so please let me finish my thoughts first la. Anyways, I know what I want to do and I will do it. By leaps and bounds I will accomplish it, and what the hell I’m talking about? I have no idea. tee hee.

I used to make a list of things I wanted to do, and ever since my emo trip I’ve neglected that list like a plague. I think it’s about time I looked at that list again. Who knows it may be an emo booster. Get a little motivation pumping into my adrenaline pipes.

Honestly, I have no idea why I’m even blogging about this. Must be those braincells working in an overdrive in this wee hour in the morning. Damn you braincells, leave me alone, I want to go back to my beauty sleep.

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